Otherwise Occupied. by Richard James Allen

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OTHERWISE OCCUPIED


You think I am not listening 
but I am just not listening to you
I am trained to keep listening


I am trained for the war on eternity
with death hanging off my back
like a trained monkey


trained 
never to give me 
a moment’s peace



POET OF THE REVOLUTION


In your last delirium, 
you orchestrate 
gravelly totem sounds 
for your funeral, 
conducting everything 
to the last, 
handing around parts 
for a bouquet of friends 
to memorise black folioles.


It is understandable, 
everyone wants 
to go out in style. 
A ceremony of ending 
to make up for 
messy beginnings 
and what you sense 
will be the suffocating silence 
of an unmarked grave. 

WHAT I HAVE SEEN, OR
SOMETHING AFTER DEATH

At a certain point you may be privy to a perspective beyond all others. It’s as if you have climbed through narrow passes and across difficult ridges and then finally up the steepest cliffs of a mountain.  And while you are catching your breath at the summit, you find yourself compelled to look back down over what you have scaled to the vast plain below.  It’s a vista from which even the greatest passions and highest pinnacles of achievement seem very small.  It is the perspective of your death.

There is a dolefulness to this dying young,
to this dying before you are dead, 
but also, if you can survive 
the long, slow trudge of mourning,
back down the slopes to your life, 
a kind of liberation.
A kind of bliss. 
Like the tale of

the
           sage  
      who has gone blind  
                                                                                                        but now spends
                                                                                               his whole day  
      staring at the sun.  


THE WOOD


The only thing I’ll miss are the trees.


STAYIN’ WARM


I sleep with two hot water bottles 
when you are away 

One for your heart 
and one for your head

But nothing for your soul
which I have here with me

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